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I conceive I strength be mentally ill. I've had ups and downs in my life just same everybody else and I've had times before where I've been depressed. However, there has been no time in my life that I crapper ever remember liking myself. I've gone through phases where I am so afraid of making mistakes and being judged by people that it is socially crippling. I over analyze everything. I realize I am a decent enough person, and that I am not the ugliest thing on two legs, but it's same there is constantly another vocalise in my nous telling me that I'm not good enough for anything. I hit never believed anything nice that anyone has ever told me, either because they are too nice to be honest, because they're drunk, or because I believe they actually believe it for some conceive (like my dad, he has to conceive that I'm wonderful). I don't really hit any conceive that I crapper see for hating myself so much, so that leads me to conceive that I strength be sick somehow.

Sounds same you have been downcast every your life. You definitely need to see a dr. We can't tell you exactly what is criminal with you. Good Luck!

Yes, gratify go wager someone. Consult your papa prototypal because you need a support system. Sounds like he's a beatific move because consortium my, hon, he does not HAVE to think you're wonderful. Mine loathed me because I WAS wonderful. I didn't figure that out for so long that it'll never rattling anulus genuine for me now. Probably. I felt all those things you mention and worse[maybe you do too but can't put them down right now] and I swear that my heart feels like it's actuation from my chest. Is that what they mean when they say "My heart goes out to you"? Yeah, it is. I'm neither drunk, nor kin, nor do I conceive that dishonesty would be pleasant in this instance. So, conceive me gratify when I verify you that you are braver & more deeply honest than most people ever module be. You're smart enough to be practical about yourself. You verify this w/o self pity and a want to find help for yourself that gives me heart. [ You're story even some shows literary promise.No kidding.] If you read your question, I think you'll understand that you knew the answer all along. I rattling do have faith that you WILL get substantially & move discovering what you can do when you have a whole life. Now do it. love, zoe