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I conceive that I hit nutcase stamped on my forehead. And that grouping can tell by talking to me as well. I hit a lot of evidence to back this up. It may seem paranoid, but in fact I conceive it is a formal conclusion given my ethnic experiences however short they may be. I am borderline and bipolar and my ethnic judgment is rattling poor. Also I hit some black oddness to my appearance. Not minimal either. I hate to go out of the house. Every instance I go out it is just added bad memory for me. Thank heaven for the internet. I spend my instance shopping for my hobbies online and no horrible encounters. I fantasize that I hit this alter ego that is beautiful and amend and everybody who sees her loves her. I wish God would change my name and give me a face that is fair and a loving countenance and let me start every over again. Meanwhile I am stuck with myself for the rest of this life. Guess I module just hit to attain the prizewinning of it.

you seem paranoid. people haw be able to tell, but most likely not.

I believe others maybe could figure that out, but unlikely unless they are trained in Psychology. You say you hit some Bi-Polar tendencies. Wow, this the ordinal time tonight I've answered Mental Heath questions....anyway I suffer from PTSD and Major Depressive Disorder...and one other that I hit NOT mentioned til now I also hit an unspecified Personality Disorder. Ok to the point...my wife and my counselor are the only ones that crapper tell when I'm in a "mood swing' or having and program with my mental health. If the folks you foregather are strangers they would belike assume your just the way you are. I suggest that if you hit been prescribed meds take them on schedule. DO NOT self medicate or UN-Medicate your self. Get a counselor for more help. I hope the best for you.

Darling, don't see bad. It's just life's experiences has made you so down on yourself. I know a great deal of this aforementioned judgement. TRUST ME . But girl, you must fight these urges to separate yourself. I separate myself on MANY weekends because I see like no one cares most me, sometimes. But Don't do it. it will exclusive be a crapper on your life. Don't waste time, girl, feeling sad even though it probably feels like the entire concern is motion their nose up at you. I will not tell you that you are crazy, or mete bi-polar, even if it's technically true, because you can have a personality that goes passed your natural flaws. Bless you , girl. stay cheerful.