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If you aren't currently seeing a therapist, you should be.

This really depends on whether or not you WANT to seek help. Honestly, most people have a level of richness with stress and pain because that's all they know. Happiness seems like its short lived because its nearly too beatific to be genuine (for people who are used to existence depressed). I don't know whether or not it feels better for you to not cut or to cut. But the way i see it you seem to enjoy fleshly pain more than the psychological aspects of your mentality. You know yourself it isn't a beatific thing for your body, which is why you stopped. And i think you also know that feeling the way you do is very unhealthy. I think you should get support ASAP.