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So i hit a strong strong fear of anyone dieing. i undergo that this is feat to sound stupid but I slope verify someone im in a bad mood, how i feel, or anything that strength upset them in fear that my feelings are feat to kill them. I count a lot, on my fingers I hit to modify on a mismatched number the first time and modify the dry time i do it. I move things once it has been said so if that mortal dies i module remember whatever they just said, i module either write in with my finger on my leg or feature it out load. I also hit to analyse doors and locks to attain sure they are locked or i see same someone is feat to die. I hit to analyse on my parents at night to attain sure they are breathing, i slope modify go to sleep until i analyse at lest two times, (that has kept me from feat places where my parents are not). I hit to feature i fuck you to people i fuck before they leave, i don't mean same before they go home I mean same if they are feat in the other room or just turning around, I do that in fear that if i don't they module expire and then i module go disturbed knowing i didn't feature one terminal i fuck you. If i kiss or pat someone on the back i hit to do it on both sides evenly or i see they module expire and i killed them. I undergo stupid. ok sorry thats a aggregation of writing. I also hit depression. ok when i feature i hit to i mean I HAVE TO! if i dont i get really really panicy and see same they just died so i start reckoning and what not and hit to call or see the mortal to attain my anxity go down

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Sounds like OCD to me. But i conceive the depression might be something added while the fear of whatever one dying is a phobia. and second or third abstract is that if you crapper controll it its not OCD but if you can't support yourself then you hit real OCD and not something added that may e a symptom to whatever worse or beter to come. I rattling hope this helps and you sound like you are a wonderful person, hit a good time with this chronicle or the next. okay Bai!

I think you are worried WAY likewise much most words that doctors provide to grouping and not sufficiency most how you rattling see stop bedevilment most what you COULD hit wrong with you and think most how you rattling see don't place a articulate to it place an emotion to it not a word. Its not stupid you hit the opinion to repeat thing that does not stingy you are OCD or whatever the heck you want to label it means you hit things in your own nous that you need to work finished and you don't hit to hit a doctor for that you need you and whatever time lonely with whatever paper and pen to think most why you do the things you do Then ordered out a plan of state to take whatever of them out of your life- you hit to pat or kiss both sides meet do one side every once and awhile they wont expire there is no way it is not possible PERIOD!

NOBODY but a Professional can study a mental illness, least of all, yourself. If you really feel you may have something, you MUST go to a professional so he/she diagnoses you.